I try to be low key
Keep my new excitements at bay
But it doesn’t make any sense either
Because, isn’t he better off?!
But we are not. I am not.
It’s bitter sweet.
But mostly bitter.
In this course of life since Tuesday,
I find myself thinking,
What he would do/think in my position
I pretty much try to emulate him.
If I don’t, I feel like such a waste…
And now, without him,
Even the Internet is different.
It is sadder, meaner, and less sane.
I’m sorry I keep writing about him. And reading his eulogies.
Nev, I thank you for your well of life i drew from. ❤
Vis ses senere. ✌