It’s weird.

I try to be low key

Keep my new excitements at bay

But it doesn’t make any sense either

Because, isn’t he better off?!

But we are not. I am not.

It’s bitter sweet.

But mostly bitter.

In this course of life since Tuesday,

I find myself thinking,

What he would do/think in my position

I pretty much try to emulate him.

If I don’t, I feel like such a waste…

…Of friendship.

And now, without him,

Even the Internet is different.

It is sadder, meaner, and less sane.

I’m sorry I keep writing about him. And reading his eulogies.

Nev, I thank you for your well of life i drew from. ❤


Me. Again.

Vis ses senere. ✌


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